I’m not surprised!

Surprised EJ!

When I first saw that the Prompt for this week was an emotion, “surprise”, I thought this would be easy, but when I sat down to think about surprises I have experienced in my life I found this was not the case in reality. I want to be able to talk about happy surprises – but no one’s ever thrown me a surprise party (and vice versa!), I used to think that asking for a surprise present could only ever lead to an amazing outcome, but now I know different! I realise that my life is really lacking in that element of the unknown. I realise that I am not the spontaneous, happy go lucky person that I thought I was. I realise that I like to know where I stand and what I’m getting.

A prime example of this would be the decision, during two separate pregnancies, to learn the gender of the babies at the first possible opportunity. I know some think of this gender discovery as one of life’s most important surprises, but I am an impatient kind of person and if something is inevitable then I don’t see the point in putting it off. I don’t feel like I missed out on a magic moment either – being handed a perfectly formed wrinkly bundle, whilst waves of post-birth euphoria wash over you is magic enough for me without the addition of “ooh, look a willy!” into the equation!

For me, the thought of surprises now is all about giving my children a magic present, or an unexpected treat, taking them somewhere new and unanticipated.

Maybe I’m old and jaded but I will keep looking three steps ahead, putting my detective hat on to look for clues to any future announcements or disruptions – I guess I pride myself on being a people-reader, and if I know you by heart then I like to think I can read between the lines. On the converse I can also be extremely unobservant.

Maybe one day I will be surprised by something amazing, even something personal and fabulous, but until that day I will just thank heavens that I’m able to keep the ‘nasty’ surprises at bay too!

 

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12 thoughts on “I’m not surprised!

  1. Great post Sam, well done for being so honest. I think it’s good to know what’s coming next when you have a family to consider. I couldn’t bear the drama of my old life around my kids.

    I once watched a comedy sketch about finding out the gender, and she said the only way it would be a surprise is if a puppy came out. Made me chuckle 🙂 #ThePrompt

  2. We really do have very similar opinions about this don’t we! We both clearly like to know where we stand! Great post 🙂 xx

  3. Having just read Caroline’s post, I’m feeling in the minority for not finding out 🙂 I didn’t with any of our three, I do think it’s one of the last real surprises left in life, but it’s a surprise whenever you find out, whether at the scan or at the birth 🙂 As a planner, it was slightly out of character, I’ll admit, but having had the huge surprise of the wee girl, I’m quite glad I waited, it was a very special moment (probably as much due to the general hilarity and chaos in theatre with fainting medical student etc!). Thanks so much for linking to #ThePrompt x (and I love that photo!)

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